25 January 2009


Time for a post about something else, anything else. I am so desperate to think about something else that I will even post about the Blue Bell Banana Pudding ice cream that is in my freezer currently, screaming my name!! On my mind, Walmart. I know - boring subject matter, but I do spend at least 4-5 hours there, 4-5 times a week.
Some observations - most of the women there are divorced. Some boldly admit they would rather be there than home. It makes me sad. I don't want to be bitter or resentful or consumed. I am going to choose grace the best that I can, one moment at a time, lest I forget and one of you remind me that I love the Lord, I want to love like Jesus and I don't want anybody to ever take that pursuit of His heart away from me. No.matter.what.
I still like smiling and interacting with my customers, even on my worst days. One day I was even challenged by a customer when asked in return how I was and I responded weakly that I was "fine". He didn't believe me, as well he shouldn't. But just that moment of compassion from another human being has the power to lift you up - seems it works from both sides of the checkout line.
One night last week, I had a man push his way between me and my cash drawer. That was interesting and it helped me remember how dangerous it can be to work around so much money. It also reminded me how desperate people can be who need or want money. Then yesterday I had a lady try to write a very obviously HOT check. Smokin'! She gave me a fake driver's license number that ended in 5678, tried to run out of the store with a $50 gift card, and told me at least 3 different stories about who she was buying the food for - a rescue mission, an elderly person and then a man in prison. (I thought taxpayers fed those who are incarcerated?) Anyway, it is always interesting at Walmart. I have been glad to have an out of the house job right now - it is a reason to get dressed on days when my emotions are so heavy I have been barely functioning.
Thanks for all your prayers, love and precious sentiments. They mean so much.


  1. That's it, Julie...
    just one step in front of the other.
    Adda girl! You're doin' great! :)

  2. Hi you! Just wanted to stop in and say hi - I actually really enjoy your sociological observations on Wal-Mart! Good stuff. Peace to you, dear one. The pursuit of Christ is all that matters! You are loved.

  3. hey juls!
    glad to hear you are finding your center! you're a strong woman & i love that you find beauty and meaning in the small things around you. prayin' for ya.

  4. I haven't seen Blue Bell ice cream here in Virginia. Maybe I haven't looked hard enough. I like the chocolate chip cookie dough.

    Sounds like you are getting a lot of material for a book with your Wal Mart experience!

    Still praying. . .

  5. Hope that you're doing O.K. and get a chance to blog soon.


  6. Wow! It's been since early December and I'm catching up on all the blogs I read. I am so sorry- I wish I had some comforting words to say. I will say a prayer for you right now and I pray God comforts you during this difficult time!

  7. Still upholding you in prayer my friend! (((HUGS)))

  8. Haven't heard from you in awhile. Hope you are doing better.


Awaiting your words......
♥ Juls ♥